What we lack in terms of money, we made it up double with our time, effort and sincerity. We don’t have fanciful LED boards or full color printed A1/A0 boards, but you have US (Not America, not GHG album aka U.S., but US as in US). So don’t doubt that :)

I’m typing with my fingers still in pain from 2days of hard work.. And I hope everyone who had slogged together with me for the past 2 days have a good sleep today.

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Tired. This means I don’t plan to head down to Toa Payoh later on, so what it’s just 10min ride away. If my evening is available later, I am so parking at my sofa, just nua there and do nothing. As for RG on Sunday, my answer would be a HUH??? look on my face. So what’s the likelihood I would be there? Let’s just say I will only go if its necessary and right now, nothing suggests that I’m needed there. Haha. Tired!

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I secretly hope that everyone will go for night cycling next thursday, at least enough participants for night cycling trip to leave one bed (best if its 1 whole room though) all to myself. You better let me have my sleep, because snail’s a scarier snail when she doesnt get her sleep.

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You do know that if you tie a knot sufficiently long enough, even upon untying it, the rope/string would not be exactly straight. It would take on some weird shape/form, there’s no way they could be restored to the original state immediately. But at least the million tonne knots in my heart are gradually untied.. That’s comforting to know isn’t it?

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Yea, I must be too bored. Was at BrasB’s Pop’s CD section when I saw GHG album at the bottommost of the 3-tiered desk/whatever-you-call that. So guess what I did? I moved a few copies to the 2nd tier and arranged the ones at the bottom so that its facing outwards horizontally and not vertically (no random buyer could recognise her if it was vertically placed). Oh yea, there’s a BIG CCTV at my 4 o’clock.. So? Who cares. Not snail, definitely. Haha.

Disclaimer: I do not encourage anyone to follow suit. It’s your own responsibility.

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OMG. Can you imagine that coming out from my mouth/fingers/mind/what-so-ever? Okay, I can’t. So what does that mean? You must be dreaming. So please pinch yourself. Did that hurt? It did? Did anyone tell you that dreams are fairly advanced these days? No joke, it’s not that difficult to feel pain even in dreams. So are you dreaming? Yes, of course. If you don’t believe me, give yourself a tight slap. If you feel pain, n there’s a palm mark “imprinted” on your face and your cheeks felt a little warm.. Then maybe you ain’t.. because I did type that.. Haha.. OMG.

Btw, I said “Lu Rui En” because I like to call people by full name. I’m not close enough with her to go “Lu Rui En”-ing.. Anyway, there’s no lottery today, too bad.. The possibility of me blogging this title is as high as the possibility of her blogging that about you, me, everyone by name. Get it?

Maybe this is yet another of my wake-up-and-I-shall-delete-it type of post. So for those who read, you are so lucky, you witnessed history. As what Bee once said of me, “if you say you love her, I would think that you have a screw loose”. That must be why. I shall go look for my screw now. Byee.

PS: Don’t ask me why I wrote that title. Nope, tt’s not a dare, I meant every word when I typed that. And of course it’s nothing to do with your idol because goodness since I last saw/spoke to her? KBox? Goodness, can you imagine that coming from me? Time to feel jealous on behalf of ah-10th.. haha.. poor ah-10th~

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What a tricky question.

I used to choose Quality as my outright answer, however, I’m not that sure these days.

Don’t get me wrong, Quality is still very important to me. Which is why I stood by the magical 40 previously just as someone did with the magical 85.

Now the problem is, I can’t just choose Quality over Quantity because it is Quantity which first defines the club before Quality is even known.

And why do I need anyone to know more about us? Well, because of the need in having a strong FC (I will share more about this next time round). This is why the issue is so tricky, just where is that balance point, no one knows exactly.

I can only give it a try, to design schemes that hopefully, would welcome a good Quantity of Quality fans whom we would be glad to see as our fellow members.

Just done with the new membership application form, FAQ’s up next. Yucks. Haha.

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Truth is, I was more puzzled than disheartened, more curious than anything when I posted “There will always be..”. But it was nice when people asked if I was really bothered.

I can’t say that I’m totally unbothered, but rather than being bothered, wary should be the correct word to use. This is what I’m wary of.

 “A lie told often enough becomes the truth.” — Lenin

It’s a fine line between keeping silent and being a mute; yea I do believe that we should stand up and speak for what we believe in, but I don’t always agree that everything should be thus handled.

Right now, I’m learning to be heard without saying a word :)

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Sometimes it’s puzzling and disheartening to discover bizzare and groundless remarks or criticisms.

I had this question before I slept: “Why is it that there will always be people who dislike her? People who always make bad but groundless remarks about her?”

I got this reply when I woke up: “Just know that there will always be people who speak up for her.”

Uh-huh. Because there will always be.. us.

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That had ought to be my most overused word of the day..

Birthdays:  Cakes and candles, presents and wishes, people and laughter? Ever pondered upon the purpose of celebrating one? I did.

It’s no big deal to celebrate my birthdays, but it is a big deal to celebrate my birthdays. It calls for celebration because another year has passed and people who love me could still love me and I could still love people whom I love. This is a big deal to me. 

There were 3 lovely girls who each wrote me a dedication on YES933, unfortunately, the DJ failed us by choosing to read none of which. I would never have known, had one of them not told me. But girls, I accept your best wishes with utmost appreciation from the deepest most of my heart; I could feel it, really, thank you.

And to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday, you didn’t have to but you did,  thank you.

I dedicate this to everyone who matters to me. You know who you are.

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Haloha! What does this mean? It means I’m done with my exams and I’m out to disturb!

I know a few of you are rather concerned with the chalet stuff and new membership scheme etc., but truth is, I haven’t started planning! (You weren’t expecting me to plan while having my exams did you?)

If you have questions or anything, feel free to ask me over msn! Yea! I decided to be the “Friendly” AA battery of the day (I must have left some screws in the exams hall when I left early today).

BTW, we ain’t going Aloha Loyang, so no worries that it’s being used as quarantine center. And with Mas Selamat arrested + Influenza A alert reduced to yellow, the one last thing we need is for a perfect weather in June!

To those who are still having your exams, I can only say, “Enjoy It!”; that’s my honestly best way to cope with it :)

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Pax #1: 
Heyhey, Elvin thanked Elvinology leh.

Pax #2: 
Wah, even that JA thanked Jeanius?

Pax #3:
Honestly, were you disappointed that she did not mention RBKD?

Pax #4: 
Yeah! The video’s real sweet, if only she could blog too.

Me:
Am I disappointed? Nope. Haha. Do I want her to blog? Not really. Why? I’m honestly so contented with her winning Top10 that everything else becomes secondary – that pre-recorded clip, that thank you message at stonehenge, they are all bonuses.

And that message at Stonehenge? Though simple, it “shouted” out loud that it’s SINCERE isn’t it? Nice. Haha. To me, that’s good enough :)

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蜗牛

该不该搁下重重的壳
寻找到底哪里有蓝天
随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘
历经的伤都不感觉疼

我要一步一步往上爬
等待阳光静静看着它的脸
小小的天有大大的梦想
重重的壳挂着轻轻的仰望

我要一步一步往上爬
在最高点乘着叶片往前飞
让风吹干流过的泪和汗
总有一天我有属于我的天

If the very first line was what prompted me to post this, the chorus would be why I didn’t follow suit.

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I just realized saying “Hi” now seems a lot easier than to the “virtual air” previously.

This blog, was really set up with you guys in mind, for myself to interact with you. I have the tendency to not remember who I chatted with or what I discussed about, over MSN. And obviously most of you have no access to my FB. So as I share with each of you from my point of view (me as the club president), I hope you guys share yours with me too. Comments are enabled, and very much welcomed.

Will explore more of this blog after my exams, such a noob I am.

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Suddenly I am so disheartened; disheartened with so many things – my expectations, others’ expectations, my naiveness, my stupidity, myself for taking things for granted and myself for letting so many take us for granted.

I woke up this morning feeling Mission Accomplished. Whatever I had promised, whatever was expected out of me initially, I think I did deliver. I don’t recall a single voting competition over my time of reign that we did not conquer? And look at the content we have gathered on our web and YouTube channel, I’m so proud of my Comm and Sub-Comm members.

I honestly wonder why would anyone try to discuss matters with me at such a time I repeatedly emphasize myself being so tied down by exams. At such a time, there’s no way I could react properly, do things correctly, or to analyse sensibly; so if I must be mistaken, I have no control over it either. So be it.

Suddenly, nothing seems certain again. Is it exams or am I really feeling disheartened? But at least I could declare proudly that, I have a clear conscience.

Titles are such a bother, so is a Title.

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I’m still trying to find the positioning of this blog, or rather, the positioning of myself in the club. Yes I know I am the club president, but really, just how should a club president behave, how should one lead?

Sometimes I feel out of place in RBKD, perhaps I am too serious, perhaps I am too formal, but there are things I ought to do and there are things I thought I ought to do.

I’m still learning, trying to understand, trying to find my position in RBKD. Perhaps you guys could kindly offer me a word of advice.

Just what is my place in RBKD, I’m still uncertain, always uncertain..

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Hi. Yup, “Hi”. It feels awkward, isn’t it?

Ever wondered, out of so many choices – Hi, Hello, Hallo, Hey there, Yo etc., why do we always have our preferred phrase for any conversation?

Shall we see this “Hi” as a new start, a new beginning or sorts for “me”, for the “me” in See Me Not?

I may not add you to my Facebook, I may not entertain you on MSN, I may not even permit you to enter my private life; but I just want to be a better club president, even if it’s a role I’m still struggling to understand, a responsibility I’m still struggling to undertake.

I. Am. Learning. Learning how to be a club president, learning how to be a better club president, learning how to learn.

Shall we learn to grow together?

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I don’t remember when did I started using the name “See Me Not”; but for as long as I could remember, “See Me Not” became the equivalent of my name in RBKD. I’m fine with this, really. Really.

 

 

Actually, I do rather this be the case..

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