Suddenly I am so disheartened; disheartened with so many things – my expectations, others’ expectations, my naiveness, my stupidity, myself for taking things for granted and myself for letting so many take us for granted.
I woke up this morning feeling Mission Accomplished. Whatever I had promised, whatever was expected out of me initially, I think I did deliver. I don’t recall a single voting competition over my time of reign that we did not conquer? And look at the content we have gathered on our web and YouTube channel, I’m so proud of my Comm and Sub-Comm members.
I honestly wonder why would anyone try to discuss matters with me at such a time I repeatedly emphasize myself being so tied down by exams. At such a time, there’s no way I could react properly, do things correctly, or to analyse sensibly; so if I must be mistaken, I have no control over it either. So be it.
Suddenly, nothing seems certain again. Is it exams or am I really feeling disheartened? But at least I could declare proudly that, I have a clear conscience.
Titles are such a bother, so is a Title.