Sometimes I wonder why am I doing so much. But other times, I make myself and my comm do so much.

Just can’t afford to be complacent.

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I’m thinking of stopping but the to-do list never did stop. It just adds on and on and it’s like Pringles – “once you pop, you can’t stop”, it’s like a habit. But habits can be changed.

Can’t I just be irresponsible and cold-hearted? Not this second, maybe the next?

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So why should I wait? Even if I know how much more I could offer, even if I know how I could make a difference, even if I know this may not be the best time, I also know that I can’t offer forever, and that there’s no best time. So why not now? I’m as scared of my influence as much as I am disappointed with the lack of passion. It’s dim and cold in here, and I feel bad making people walk this path with me. Now that we finally have a break, why not stop here?

If it has to be done eventually, why wait?

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“Dear RBKD, I’m not going to wish you dreams or eternity, I’m going to bring you there, lead you there.”

I just wrote a birthday note to RBKD that doesn’t seem a bit at all like a birthday note. I was tempted to write the above line but alas, I didn’t, because I’m not willing to, and I don’t dare to commit to such a promise.

I know what I could do and this is why I could type the line in such confidence. But the confidence in my ability to fulfill the promise is different from the confidence in myself to fulfill the promise.

The difference is in commitment and willingness, that I can’t and will never be ready to promise.

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Sorry for neglecting here. Had been so so so busy with everything, RBKD and my own life.

To the students who are enjoying your new found freedom after examinations, do try to do something meaningful/fruitful so that when years to come, it won’t be just another holiday; it would be that Holiday that you would never forget.

And boy do I envy those who are enjoying your holidays………….

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