I never knew it matters so much to be there for me, even if its by chance. When all the scary drilling sound and that pulling as though your mouth is meant to be ripped apart, I never knew his voice over the radio wave was so calming to my nerves. Dont you marvel at the pure coincidence, that he is always there when I need someone around?

I never they cant be compared. But I just just cant help feeling how much it matters. Never mind, at least she would be there there with me for 4hours this weekend when my face swell like a full blown balloon. Forgiven.

Me